My apologises...

My dears,
Ur fren here is very sorry that i have not kept this blog updated as much as i would want to see it being done.
I'm truly sorry abt that...
As much as i tried... I can only call that few pple during the wkend within the notions of reasonable hours.. in singapore and not haunting pple durin the wee hrs of the night...

Personally i came to some realisations ..
1. I am going to give up "him", for those of u who noes abt him..
Reason being that i have been disappointed with him, and i think that it is plainly and crystal clear that he does not feel the same way abt me. Period. and i dun wan to continue to hope in it anymore.What ever i could have done, i had done.

2. I am introduced to the harsh world of politics, manipulsiveness, with all sort of pple in place.
Some pple juz wan to make use of u. It is scary, how pple can be like hidding a dagger in their "nice" smiles... Very scary...

3.Have been working on a Project called HCF. It's been good and the amt of starting material that i am working on is getting larger and larger, and it can get scary cos i need to do a reaction with a certain amt of danger in that.
On the team, my sup and another gossipy GUY, and one competnet and one incompetent chemist. a conclustion that i get for this- COMMUNICATION IS REALLY IMPT!

4.the reason y i am coming to this blog again is bcos i think it is easier for me to update many pple at one go, instead of getting individual pple... at least i can still get some other pple that i dun call updated. I'm realy sorry abt this- i get tired after coming home frm wrk( tat's like staying most of the day) and then i cook dinner, finished dinner, take a bath.and the time is 9pm. MSN, read Bible- 11-12 pm.
Tat's my day.
So i find it hard to maintain contact, esp the distance, esp the time difference...
Zhong Hua and WAng Fang, how do u all maintain contact with home and ur frens?
Pls tell me.... :)

Tat's all for now, i am tired... (-.-)zzZZ