My Savior's love

Sang this song at church today. It is really meaningful, brought some tears to my eyes.

My Savior's love
I stand amazed in the presence
Of Jesus the Nazarene,
And wonder how He could love me,
A sinner, condemned, unclean.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

For me it was in the garden
He prayed: “Not My will, but Thine.”
He had no tears for His own griefs,
But sweat drops of blood for mine.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

In pity angels beheld Him,
And came from the world of light
To comfort Him in the sorrows
He bore for my soul that night.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

He took my sins and my sorrows,
He made them His very own;
He bore the burden to Calvary,
And suffered and died alone.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

When with the ransomed in glory
His face I at last shall see,’
Twill be my joy through the ages
To sing of His love for me.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

It was particularly toucihing for me, becos i had just recieved emails frm frens who were sincerely asking me how i was, updating me abt their lives.
Some were asking if my family needed anything, whether shld she go over and visit them, talk to them...
These were gestures that deeply moved me.
I'm really really blessed by these actions.
On top of that, May's coming over to US to visit me. Something which not a lot of trainees had.
Most of them had parents over, but not really friends.
YL was telling me that my frens all give me face- and fly over here to visit me.
I'm really blessed by these small gestures. It really does make a difference to me.

I realised more and more that i had been mauling over things that made me stress, or unhappy, instead of thinking positively.
If Pris is here, she'll definitely scold me and tell me that i'm too negative and shld look at things frm a brighter side.
Things like going to grad sch, career opportunities, personal developement has gone thr' my mind a zillion times, and preoccupied my mind that i had no time to think abt other things.
I've been thinking about doing a Masters in Chemistry, just that i'm not sure whether to do it concurrently when i'm serving my bond to the nation. that would translate into lessons after work, leave taking for examinations, and lab after labs.
Or wld i take a full time MAsters, and see if i do well enough to convert PhD?

I think i wld need time to think abt that ...