I no longer put titles..
Cos i seriously dunno wat to put down..

This wk so far had been tiring... and right now i'm still aiming to slp at 1030..

It started on sat, when mr.s called and asked me to bring him to the hospital.
High fever, and he called at 11pm...
result, staying in hte hospital until 5am, and took a cab back.
I tot tat it was a cold/flu...
but it was not... it was a viral infection. and up to this day, i've been visiting him every evening to make sure he doesn't die/faint without anyone's knowledge.

I had been asking myself,whether i am doing this bcos i "like" him or wat..
But i realised that it's bcos i am constantly reminded of the time that i was seriously sick.
With 40 degrees fever and my mum wanting to treat me using her remedy...
I suffered for 4 days, without getting better...
I dunno hw this looks to other pple... whether thye think i'm juz being weird...
HAIZ.

Job search has been tough... SO far i only saw 2 positions that i sort of like,
but one of it is in TUAS....
the position whihc is supposed to have some offer letter has turned up nothing at this mmt...
And i'm still waiting...

Waiting to apply to a company for a position...
there's no opening... been busy writing a cover letter..
and there's a presentation waiting for me to do....
I think i'm under a lot of stress.... shoulders aching again..
i wish pris was here to loosen those muscles.....

anyway, going to bed.
nites world.