ER 2

today was ER episode 2..at MGH and Mass Eye and ear infirmary.
Uncle has been experiencing blurriness in vision ever since he got better frm the viral infection.
Seriously, i tot that that was nothing serious.. and wld go away after he returns to his normal life... at work....
Sometimes staying at home too long wld give u feelings of dizziness..

uncle went home yesterday morning not long after he got to work..
Which was gd anyway, since there was a snow storm, and i defintely dun wan him to faint in the streets...
Seeing him being sick for so long and learning to my shock and horror that he hasnnt been taking care of himself, has added another burden to my shoulders.
pple had joking said to me that i had not watched over him well enough, and given him not enough TLC, tat's y he;s sick again.
But have pple ever considered what kind of position i m in?
seriously, Cross my heart, i'm helping and taking care of him bcos i wan to see him get well and it is entirely platonic.. there's nothing romantic in there...
I hope that he wld see Christ in me, and tat wld lead him to knowing God.
Tat is my most sincere prayer.

But, seriously, as a fren, if u keep going to his house, keep caring for him, pple ard u might start tothink other wise.
i went to his house once n we chatted for 1 hr. i think he was bored..
When i got back, my housemates were telling and " complaining " that i went for such a long time..
i'm also afraid tat i wld fall for him.
and i'm juz tired of worrying abt him liao.
whether he is eating.
As long as he is back on his feet, i will be able to rest.

I look forawrd to that day.